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ravenz_murder
25 November 2004 @ 11:29 am
well 2dayz Thanksgiving.
in my opinion, theres nothing special about it. its just like any other day. my mom cooks the food then we eat it...nothin new.
it does differ in some ways, as in we eat @ 2:00 instead of 6:00 and my mom spends the whole day cooking.
oh, and im also starving myself so i wont let my mom down.
(im so damn hungry)
only 27 more days until Winter Vacation,
which means 27 more days till my birthday,
which also means 31 more days until Christmas
I think
maybe i counted wrong
 
 
Current Mood: depressedmy hair looks terrible
Current Music: Hysteria - Muse
 
 
ravenz_murder
24 November 2004 @ 11:20 am
I'll lay me down tonight
Much further down
Swim in the calm tonight
This art does drown

(What follows) me as the whitest lace of light
(Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued?
What follows has lead me to this place
where I belong, with all erased

All insects sing tonight
The coldest sound
I'd send God's grace tonight
Could it be found?

(What follows) me as the whitest lace of light
(Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued?
What follows has lead me to this place
where I belong, with all erased

I'll lay me down tonight
Much further down
Watch stars go out tonight
On sinking ground

I'll lay me down, I'll lay me down

(What follows) me as the whitest lace of light
(Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued?
What follows has lead me to this place
where I belong, with all erased

What follows will swallow whole
What follows will swallow whole


th@ song iz truley kickass1
 
 
Current Mood: chippermy hair still looks great!
Current Music: girls not grey
 
 
ravenz_murder
23 November 2004 @ 05:43 pm
yea! i got my hair cut! my haircutter (i guess th@s wut they're called) said i got 3inces off
it looks great but it wont after i get it wet (yes i used a shower cap)
i also got my eyebrows waxed which has made everyone in my family happy and im sure it'll make Jessica happy too (i know how she hates Thick eyebrows)
lol
well it didnt hurt @all cept the 1st tym but th@ cuz i didnt see it comin
Well back 2my OTHER hair
its shorter and...thats about it....(yep...no color...)
me n' my sista went shopping but i didnt buy anything. since the PX cleared out all their summer clothes
it waz left w/ Plaid, pearls, and fur. And im not in 2th@ crap.
so i got nothin....so sad



hooha my day waz great!!
 
 
Current Mood: excitedmy eyebrows are awesome now!!
Current Music: In the Shadows - The Rasmus
 
 
ravenz_murder
22 November 2004 @ 09:03 pm
Hair  
(hooha) im FINALLY gettin' ma hair kut!!!
its been gettin soo long i can barely take it!! ima gonna get like...2 inches off! (hooha) And get ma layerz back!! (ive missed them so!)
**sigh**...i hate my hair *covering my hairs ears* (i dont want it 2leave me! ill look weird Bald!!)
it never behaves
its to thick (my sisterz iz thicker)
its soo DAMN POOFY!!!
ive been FORCED 2wear a ponytail everyday! (4da rest of my life!)
i hate the color...its Boring Brown (yes, of course i dye my hair Boring brown! i luv th@ color! SARCASIM)
its my dream 2dye it JET BLACK! (so black it shines BLUE!!!)
th@ MY dream hair color!! if any of my friends dyed their hair th@ color id rip it out and wear it as a hat!!!
(Veronica's close to that color!!)
(yes im psyco when it comes 2hair color! Aaaaaaaah!!!!!)
ERRR!!! its not fair!! my mom wont let me do ANYTHING w/ma hair! im suprised she lets me cut it!
she wont let us dye it! or even get Highlights!!
ill say it again and again...


I HATE MY HAIR!!!!
(yes Jessica, i know u love ur hair cuz its Perfect!! im so Jelouse!)
 
 
Current Mood: depressed...
Current Music: Days of the Phoenix - afi
 
 
ravenz_murder
20 November 2004 @ 06:28 pm
2day i actually ate kfc (i dont feel very good about th@)
see, my momz (i only have one mom!!) shez like an animal liker person (but i am 2!!) well in da pita mag (its a animal rights mag)
They had an article bout kfc n' wut they do 2their chickenz b4 they SLAUGHTER them!! they have PROOF of workerz ripping off chickenz beaks and like pulling off their legs n' wings....whle they're still alive!! so my momz (ONE MOM!!!!) wont let us eat there no more cuz she wont support them!
(i can TOTALLY understand y!!)
the food waz totally great! i just didnt feel right eating it while knowing what they do 2those poor chickenz


im gonna become Vegetarian...
...
but not right now!!!
i need 2enjoy meat!



KFC iz....EVIL!!!!!
DAMN THE KERNAL...OR HOW EVER U SPELL IT!!!!!
 
 
Current Mood: depressedthose poor poor chickens...
Current Music: sidewalks - Story of the Year
 
 
 
ravenz_murder
18 November 2004 @ 06:57 pm
oh poo...
i chickened out AGAIN! y cant i sing infronta ma fwendz!? I mean...im not THAT bad (i hope) if i dont sing...how am i gonna be in da band?? i cant do nothing else... errr!! ive been praciting REAL hard and gettin all motivated...but when they ask me2 sing...
i chicken out!!
...
i guess im ascared that theyll laugh n' make fun a' me....they say they wont but im not sure...but...I MUST DO IT!!
SO I CAN BE A PART OF SCARLET LETTERS!!!




no hooha....
 
 
Current Mood: determinedi...WILL SING!!!
Current Music: We're all to Blame - Sum 41
 
 
ravenz_murder
17 November 2004 @ 05:46 pm
hooha! weve come up w/a name! and weve pluralized it!! 2...
SCARLET LETTERS
sounds kewly, huh?
anywayz...
Jezzica waznt heya 2day...that lucky nugget! so she didnt hafta play foootball...which iz like really tireing
anyway way...2day da ballon car wazez do n' (of course) i didnt do it! luckely Amanda wazez a good friend n' lemme be her partner soz i wouldnt fail! hooha (yup hooha 4 failin') but unfortunatly it didnt work...it actually went backwardz! lol... but i landed a good grade ALL thanks 2 manda!


HOOHA THANKS AMANDA!!





hooha
 
 
Current Mood: amusedfrom the top to da bottom
Current Music: Forgotten - Linkin park
 
 
ravenz_murder
hooha! ok ive been practicing 2 sing 4my ppl! i hope im good...im a lil nervous i never sing 4ppl!...EVER!
teehee ive been thinkin(of cousre! IT WAZNT MY IDEA! I thinked it waz Jezzica)...it would be...TOTALLY AWESOME if me ppl n' i had a band...oh n' then we got famouse! then i could by a cookie! no wait... a...Solid GOLD cookie...i could wear it around my neck!! **bling bilng** lol
anyway i think da funnest part iz naming da band i think
Scarlet Letter
iz da kicky assesist! hooha! but we havent agreed yet ba righ now im thinkin of names...iz really fun.
i tink da crapiest 1ive come up w/iz
MACE THAT MONKEY
lol purty kewly, huh? oh n' therez
Waltz On Your Grave
lol that onez weird 2 haha
im scared 2sing in front of me ppl...but dont u worry...i will! i Really wanna be part of this band so im gonna try real hard! hooha! (im gonna be da singer hopefully...how hard could it be?)
Jezzicaz gonna be lead Guitarist (thats so awesome!)
Ashlynnz gonna be Bass (thats kewly 2!)
and...we need a drumer!
hm...Noodle said we could use "stupid old Travis" (not da nicest name but it sounds like it could work!) as da drumer!
well back 2 thinkin bout names AWAY!




hooha!
 
 
Current Mood: bouncyopps i mean grl! grl grl grl!
Current Music: Just lose it - eminem
 
 
ravenz_murder
12 November 2004 @ 05:17 pm
2day waz really kewl! (maybe it waz cuz Jezzica waznt there!...jp jezzica!) but 4serious
2nd lunch won da donation race so my lunch iz now an hour (i think)
Travis waz kewl too, he called mea hottie...then said he waz kiddin...then he said he waz kidding about kidding....i dont get it but im sure he waz only playin! even though i am a hottie! **shaking hips** (lol jp)
and i dadnt hafta ride da bus ("no i dadnt!" -austin powers) and Hada-kun came over! (hooha!) well (x-tra long) lunch waz awesome! Travis offered 2hook me up w/Jeremy...well more like tell him that i like him...even though i barely kno him!
ANYWAY!!
Hadaz convinced me2 start drawing well probly start passing notes (in drawing form!)....eeeee! i really miss doing that!! hooha!
 
 
Current Mood: cheerfulhooha! Hada-kunz here!!
Current Music: Tourniquet - Evanescence
 
 
ravenz_murder
11 November 2004 @ 03:04 pm
hooha! i didnt hafta ride da bus home yesterday! cuz i hadta go2 Band Spectacular! (hooha!) El Camino'z show waz awesome! it waz The Nightmare Before Christmas and Beetle Juice. they had awesome props! (hooha!) well Band Spectacularz when all da middle skoolerz come 2play w/da High skoolerz 2convince them 2join marching band when theygo2 high skool! well my long lost friend Hada-kun iz in da Jefferson Advanced Band and she went! (hooha)well i sawz her walkin around after they played and i started waving histarically trying 2get her attention! but i did! it waz soo awesome ta see her! its been sucha long tym! (as least it feelz like a long tym...)
well i havent drawn since i lived by her,shes said shez been drawing like krazy...ima lil scared shell be better then me...but ill be happy 4 her 2 (yes im just saying that!)
*yawn* i dont wanna go2 skool 2morrow...but @least i wont hafta 2ride da bus...2 skool or home! (hoo...ha?)
...
...
AAGH!!!! i completly 4got we have pe AND language arts 2morrow! Errrrrrrrrrrrr! i dont wanna go!!!








I DONT KNOW WHO I LOVE ANYMORE!!
 
 
Current Mood: bitchyDAMMIT! I HATE LANGUAGE ARTS!!
Current Music: Predictable - Good Charlotte